Hello again DA. I have a problem. My problem is the job market, or more importantly the lack of one. Most college students can't get a job right now or, as in my case, are not skilled enough yet in their field to be hired by a company in said field. This is half a cry for change and half a cry for business. I'm going freelance for now. Got a need for a Logo? A nice looking charcoal drawing? Maybe a quick photo shoot? Contact me, I'll try and accommodate you. If you want photos taken of you then we have to negotiate and i can see if i'll be able to come to you.

Hello again Deviant Art, i appear to back on here again, but for a very different reason than my last journal. I've hopped on because i'm working on my resume and needed an easy way to display some of my works. Seeing as i have no server space to make an actual site of my own yet, I'm posting my works here. A quick thanks to everyone who has ever favorited my works, Each one is a tiny confidence boost, even if it might be a quick snipe off the newest works page, it still gives me hope that my work is good. Here's hoping the company i'm applying to likes me and my work! *raises glass* AND GOOD LUCK TO ALL YOU FOLKS ON HERE!

Wow, so much has happened since that first journal, I broke away from my girlfriend, I'm at college, i've found so many new friends and now i'm getting positive feedback on my photos.
Wow.
My life has changed so much, except for my habit of slacking (supposed to be doing a pair of drawings for tomorrow) As soon as i get around to it i'll put up some of my drawings. but being a photo major the drawings aren't as good as many on the web. Feel free to chat with me in any form, just tell me that you found me on here or it the block blaster for you. (see what i did there?)

Will you look at that, my first journal and it's 2 am, i said i was going to sleep but i can't. All my problems are out of the way (for now) and any wrongs of arguments have been forgiven and or settled. So why can't i sleep?
Something plauges me and i think it may be this, for the past few months i have stagnated artisticly, i cant figure out when exactly but at some point my creative process whent to hell and took a chunk of my happyness with it.
Wait. thats wrong. i haven't lost my creativity or my thought process, but i just can't do my ideas... it's like getting slaped in the face by you muse with the greatest idea of all time and then figuring out you don't have any hands to do the work with. I don't know why i'm telling all of DA this, but i guess someone here has had the same problem. i'm tired. good night all.